Thursday, October 04, 2007

bummed for dumb reasons

It will probably seem silly to you.
But I get depressed when friends of mine get pregnant.
I rejoice with them, but I'm jealous too. Not in a malicious way, but in a bummed way.
I want so badly to be at that stage of my life. And I'm often frustrated with God and Andy for keeping me from it. I know that's stupid. But emotions aren't logical most of the time.
And this friend is pregnant with twins. Twins! :(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I just wanted to say that I can completely relate. I know about 5 people that are pregnant, and we're not ready yet - at least financially. Jason still has a year of school left, so it will be a couple of years for us. But I just wanted to let you know that I understand your feelings completely!
Mary C.